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战斗力 鹅
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Hello, I am a lesbian from who look feminal and i had this Australian girl who also look feminal as my 1 of 3 other roommates study in Canada. I have never mentioned that I am gay since I met my roomies, we just default assume each other is straight. But I found this Aussie exchange student quiet fits me, like we loved talking to each other and she wouldn't mind my poor English (compare to native speakers). We always had a good atmosphere while we chat.
Today she asked me out and brought me a beer in school pub, taught me to play pool. I have never played pool in my past 19yrs and I was pretty nervous (both reason 1st It was my first time & 2nd she was there hold a beer see me posing to shoot the ball) making quiet much mistakes. We both laughed a lot but meanwhile I was just feeling breaking inside that I had her seen my embarrassing skill.
On the way back to our residence, we were looking for a shop to buy some snacks. Before we reached there she held my hand and interlocked in hers. I was kinda shocked cuz i knew that for only in East Asia that girls who are friends are comfortable with holding each other's hands. But not in North America or Europe, at least! She held it for like dozen seconds and let go of mine. Then after she have paid my ice cream, she passed hers to me for a bite. I can not assume this is a plain FRIENDSHIP anymore...
She poured me tea, then some wine, we talked like 1.5 hr in the common area in our residence. Her phone was always ringing on the table. A guy, or I dont know, guys? just keeps texting her and interrupts us. She then ask me if she should go out w some boi or go watch movies w em. And ask me for some moral advice (like maybe I should ask her not to go bed w them if she doesnt like to)... I answered her as always: Do anything you want and be prepare to take whatever it will result. I will not judge you. (Cherish every Asian you meet that do not judge you!! since judging is in our cultural). Truly if she were mine I wouldn't make these stupid neutral statements. But if all the thing she has done to me was able to be excused a friend-will-do, I couldnt care less.
She have asked me to go out w her to second hand shop if I am availble next weekend. Should I reject it iF she is just playing with me? As for me a Asian/Chinese I have totally no idea what is date in Western Cultral!!!! |
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发表于 2017-9-16 18:38
